I’m sorry.

I'm sorry I ever bothered you by being your friend,

I'm sorry I made it seem like our friendship would last till the end.

I'm sorry for all those jerkish things I said,

And making it sound like I'd never talk to you again.

I'm sorry I told you my deepest hidden secrets,

When there were more to descend.

I'm sorry I ever bothered you with all of my lame problems,

When I was being selfish again.

But I'm sorry for being your friend.

So I won't bother you ever again.

GGGrabe!!!!!, na papansin nyo ba na ang dami umaalis na mga tao galing sa youth ablaze nang sinbahan natin(tlwf). sobra noh... well wala naman tayo magagawa dun..pero dumadami din naman eh.. kasi dumagdag sila luigi, yun inchik na kalimutan ko na pangalan nya eh..haha.. chaka si ,er sino nga yun...hmm..teka lang..iniisip ko muna. AH! alam ko nah, si iwo-jihme aka iwoks meron pa madami na kalimuntan ko lang mga pangalan nila. hehe..sorry hah..

hahaha malapit na si faye uuwi....shocks naka ikot ikot na sha sa pinas ...kaka ingit... gusto ko din yun!!!!!! pag dating nya , tingnan nyo sha.. isip ko, hindi sha magiging sobrang ingay, kasi ma mimiss nya yun mga cousins nya chaka mga friends nya hahaas... chaka sympre miss nya pinas hahas...

haiz naku, na bobored nanamana ako sa bahay ko. sobrang tahimik, mama ko tulog, papa ko na sa trabaho, ate ko na sa trabaho. ang tahimk talagah nang bahay ko. hindi ko kaya. sana ang dito yun mga cousin ko. nun andito sila, ang ingay ingay namin sa bahay... hindi nga ma tahimik yun bahay eh.. tapos nayun..wala na..kasi umuwi na sila nang Philippines 2 weeks ago..miss ko na sila sobra sobra.. wala pa ako connection sa kanila, hindi ko alam kung ano nag yayari sakanila.. kaya lagi nga ako nag dadasal para ma protectahan sila ne hesus parati... gosh tama ba ang mga tagalog ko? first time ko lang mag post na tagalog eh. hahas..sana ma intindihan nyo yun mga sinasabi ko..kung hindi, bahala na kayo sa buhay nyo hahaas.. JOKE lang! wag ka naman iyak ..

kanina nag watch ako nang TFC,ang boring na mga palabas, mas gusto ko pa yun GMA, kaya dun ako sa youtube nag nunuood na mga GMA na shoes eh... hahas ..yun favourite ko dun is.. BAKEKANG HAHAHASH! chaka the bubble gang.. HAHAS! nakakatawa talagah sila...hahas... pero dito sa singapore meron TFC lang..ARGH ang daya nila... hahas.. na bobored na ako sa WoWoWEE nakakasawa.. lagi ko na na ririnig yun..." ah doo doo doo, ah da da da, ah hah hah"... or" boom tarat tarat, boom tarat tarat, tararat tararat boom boom boom" or " beep peep beep ang sabi nang jeep beep beep beep beep beep, dubi dubi dap dap dubi dubi aoshdasnbdkahsdkas" basta mga weird language yun hahas.. well yun palabas na wowowee, masaya ako dahil nag tutulog sila sa mga tao sa pinas yung mga walang pare or wala wala kaya..yun lang..but sa entertainment point of view.. na bobored na ako sa kanila.. nakakasawa eh..

miss ko na yun jumbo hotdog( hindi yun kanta hah) ...chaka yun mga fishball. sa pinas..ang sarap talagah nang lasa nun.. yun bumalik ako sa pinas... ang dami ko kinain yun..sobrang tumaba ako! hahas! ! ! hindi na din ako nakakakaiin sa jolibee, kasi meron ako allergy sa chicken eh.. kawawa naman ako, hahas... dibali na meron pa naman beef chaka pork chaka fish hahas... ayus na yun para sakin.. hahas..

hahas, alam nyo bah nag papaputi ako nang katawan nayun hahaas... ginagamit ko ang likas papaya HAHAHAS! ...kasi gusto ko if bumalik ako sa pinas,.. sobrang gwapo ako hahas..chaka kutis ko dapat perfecto hahaas!!!! feeling sausy noh! hahahas!.. haiz...

sige na nga dito na ako.. baka mag chissmiss pa ako dito.. hahaas! sige alis na ako hah!
bye bye...

Level 1
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) done weed
(x) drank alcohol
SO FAR: 1

Level 2
(x) been in love
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
SO FAR: 3

Level 3
(x) snuck out of the house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
(x) gone out on a blind date
SO FAR: 6

Level 5
(x) had a crush on an older person
(x) skipped school
( ) slept (not sex) with a co-worker
(x) seen someone/something die
SO FAR: 9

Level 5
(x) had/have a crush or liked on one of your friends.
( ) been to Paris
( ) been to Spain
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up from drinking
SO FAR: 11

Level 6
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(x) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
( ) been mosh pitting
SO FAR: 13

Level 7
( ) been in an abusive relationship (emotionally abusive)
(x) taken pain killers
(x) love/loved someone who you can’t have
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel
SO FAR: 16

Level 8
( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress ups
SO FAR: 20

Level 9
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledging
(x) cheated while playing a game

(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
SO FAR: 24

Level 10
(x) used a fake/someone else's ID -yeah for CLE class. hahaha! thanks den!
(x) watched the sun set - man, even the sunrise!
(x) felt an earthquake
( ) killed a snake
SO FAR: 27

Level 11
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed/vandalized
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pet a deer
SO FAR: 30

Level 12
(x) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention
( ) been in a car/motorcycle/4-wheeler accident
SO FAR: 31

Level 13
( ) had/have braces
( ) eaten a whole tub of ice cream in one night - well.. almost?
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight -hahaha
SO FAR: 33

Level 14
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced argh i was being forced by some people...
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
SO FAR: 37

Level 15
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the world .( is that even possible?)
(x)swam in the ocean
(x) felt like you were dying -
SO FAR: 41

Level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep -
(x) played cops and robbers
(x)recently colored w/crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sang karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins - hahaha! several times. caf and mcdo with busmates!
SO FAR: 46

Level 17
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) kissed in the rain
SO FAR: 49

Level 18
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care/cared about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach -
SO FAR: 51

Level 19
(x) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
(x) had a wish come true
SO FAR: 54

Level 20
( ) worn pearls
(x) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed "you suck" in class [not that mean.. but i did whispered. lol.]
( ) swam with dolphins
SO FAR: 56

Level 22
(x) got your tongue stuck to a freezer/ice cube
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sex’s clothes
(x) sat on a roof top
SO FAR: 59

Level 23
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done/attempted a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 5 hours -
(x) stayed up all night
SO FAR: 63

Level 24
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had/been in a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone
SO FAR: 65

Level 25
(x) believe in ghosts [uhhh. only after watchin scary movies. haha.]
(x) have/had more than 30 pairs of shoes throughout your life
( ) gone streaking
(x) gone to jail [fairbooth. lol! hahaha]
SO FAR: 68

Level 26
(x) played chicken
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) been easily amused
SO FAR: 72

Level 27
(x) caught a fish then ate it
( ) almost drowned in a pool
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
SO FAR: 76

Level 28
( ) mooned/flashed someone -
( ) had someone moon/flash you -
(x) cheated on a test [not a real test ha? basta quiz thingie whatever bla bla.]
(x) forgotten someone's name - most of the time. LOL.
( ) slept naked -
( ) French braided someone’s hair
( ) gone skinny dipping in a pool
(x) been kicked out of your house

SO FAR: 79

Level 30
(x) rode on a roller coaster
(x) went scuba-diving/snorkeling
(x) had a cavity
(x) Black-mailed someone
(x) been black mailed
SO FAR: 84

Level 31
(x) been used-
(x) fell going up the stairs
( ) licked a cat
(x) bitten someone
( ) licked someone

TOTAL: 87

Repost this with:

''I've done 87 out of 144 stupid things"

90.First off, what is your name?
- Mark Brian Lanzado Orallo

89.What did you do last night?
- hmmm... i think i stayed at home.(hey it was a monday night ok!)

87.Do you have any siblings?
- 1

86.Where are you exactly?
- in my room

85.Favorite color?
- Blue, Black and hot pink

84.What is the 7th message in your
inbox?
- kiss me baby from... hahas i'm kidding i lost my phone...

83.Who sits infront of you in math?
- oh we don't have a particular sitting arrangement. we just sit anywhere we like.

82.Who sits to the left?
- i just told you, not SITTING ARRANGEMENT!

81.Where is your dad right now?
- sleeping in his room...

80. Do you have any kids?
- WHUT DE?!!! i'm 16 you know!! of course NO! but will one day hehehe...

79.Who is the 5th person you had
relationship?
- hahaha.

78.Closest black object?
- keyboard.

77.Closest silver object?
- laptop

76.Have you ever jumped a fence for
any reason?
- yeah. at gen's condo. we were too lazy to go one big round. so we just jump over their condo fence

75.Do you sing in the shower?
- yeah. most of the time.

74.Do you own any pets?
- YESH! and it just died 2 days ago. my hamster died...

73.How does your hair look right now?
- hmmm...i think it loooks wonderful.. hahas

72.Last time you listened to country
music?
- NOPE! not my type

70.If you could kill someone, who
would it be?
- i wouldn't kill anyone ..really!

68. What do you hear right now?
- akon: don't matter

67. How many drugs are in your system
right now?
- what the heck.. i have no idea

65. What are you wearing?
- undies , shorts ,plain t-shirt.. i'm going to sleep duh

64. Who was the last person to comment
you?
- hmm adel..liana's friend?

63.Madonna or Janet Jackson?
- neither.

62.Screamo or Country?
- neither

61.Rock or Rap?
- Rock and rap

60.Chocolate or vanilla?
- vanilla.

59.Who did you last call?
- my dad. i asked him to buy me donuts hahas

58.Who last called you?
- a person who was looking for my sis. UGH~!

57.What jewelry do you wear daily?
- none...

56.What are you doing now?
- IM,MSN,Friendster and multiply and blog

55.Who was the last person you said I
love you to?
- erm. secret?

54.Would you die for someone?
-yesh my close family members and my cousins

53.If so, who?
- i just told you! my family members and my cousins

52.Are you cold right now?
- yesh.. the air-con is set to 16 deg Celsius

51. What are you thinking about?
- about the question that i'm suppose to answer?

50.Do you have to pee right now?
- hmm.. not really.

49.What did you dream about last
night?
- erm... i dream ...nothing actually.. or i can't remember.

48.What are you doing tomorrow?
- how the heck i know?

44.Bedsheet color?
- blue

42.Carpet or wood in your room?
- wood, parquet

41.Bad rumor about yourself that
you've heard?
- hmmm....i'm not gonna say it out

40.Do you have makeup on right now?
- yesh like lip gloss and eye shadow , and other stuff... (X_X)..
dude i'm a guy! why do i need make up!!!!hahhas..weird

38.Can you do a cartwheel?
- hahahas..sympre naman(of course) ..yun lang eh..(that's all?)

37.What is your favorite candle scent?
- Lavender

36. Ever gone a whole day without
eating?
-YESH! when i was really broke

35.America or Canada?
- philippines.?

34.What makes you mad?
- depends on my mood.

33. What if you found out you were
adopted?
- hmm.dad mom how could u not tell me about this all along. why did you keep this important thing away from me. how could you!!! .... well is my real parent rich? they are? OH MY GOOD! ok bye mom bye dad..where are they staying?

hahas i'm kidding.

hahas well hmm.. seriously i don't know..

32.Jeans or Sweatpants?
- jeans.

29.Do you have socks on?
- nope. well if i have shoes i do..

28.Do you own any big sunglasses?
- yup.

27.Have you ever cried so hard you
puked?
- er..is that possible?

22.Person who posted this before you?
- someone.

19.Favorite TV show?
- a lot! please don't make me describe it here

18.Do you like 80s movies?
- hmm.. not really.

16.Last two numbers in your cell phone
- lost my fone

15.What kinda music do you like?
- it depends.

14.Are you a crazy stalker?
- nope, cause they stalk me.

13.Best city you've visited?
- prolly, singapore cbd zone. and philippines .somewhere ..hahas i don't know exactly where in phil

12.Been to London?
- well not really...

10. Favorite subject at school?
- free periods..is that considered subject? hahas..well seriously no fav subs

9.Been to college?
- 5 months to go

7.Favorite time of day?
- hmm lunch.

6. Ever licked someone's cheek?
THAT IS NASTY. but i did before though..it was a dare..(game)

5. Watch all spiderman movies?
- hmm.. the first 2.. but not the third.. hahaa.

3.What are you looking forward to?
- to save up money...

2. Ever gotten lost in the dark?
- nope...my eyes has flash lights..(X_X)
1. Do you snore/talk/walk in your
sleep?
-depends..well i talk and walk..but not snore..hahas

Only 5 more days left before i start going to school again.
And most probably this conflict will occur once again.so what are the solution?

1) I might be too lazy to wake up early every morning again.
solution: Try to sleep EARLIER DUH!

2) I might be lost in some of my subjects and might have a high percentage of skipping school or that particular class again.
solution: Stop hanging out with your friends too long after school and try to catch up those subjects that you are most likely to be weak at while you are at home.

Sigh, i wish that this problems won't cross me once and for all.

Right now, I'm reading a book called " The Cambridge English Revision Guide" . I haven't reached half of the book yet, however, i feel that this book -hopefully- will broaden my knowledge for English.

I'm starting to get weak in one of my subjects called Principal Of accounts. I really hope that i could catch up QUICKLY ASAP what my teacher is teaching about. So when I'm in her class, i would know what she is talking about. If not, i would be wasting 1hr and 30 mins of my time staring into space and learning absolutely nothing at all.

My life is starting to build up a lot problems lately. I have so many problems that i don't know what to do with all of it. I'm confuse, lost, social life in school is getting worst, etc.... All i could do is pray, pray that God will take all my problems and wash it away. So i could start my day without worrying about anything at all.

I really don't know what else to talk about today. All i could say about my day is that it is very boring.


well guys goodbye and goodnight.
i hope you go online soon. i miss you

You were really close to a particular person and suddenly, one day he/she started avoiding you. Have this situation happened to you before? Well I know I do. And it’s still happening now.

I have been waiting for that important person to go online for about 5 days, then again, my patience for each day waiting for him/her had gone to waste. And I’ve been saying sorry to him/her for no particular reason in Email, friendster, and offline message in IM. I don’t know why I’m saying sorry to that person though I know I didn’t do or done anything wrong to him/her. I really don’t know what is going on between us. And if you guys are thinking who this person is, it’s actually a close friend of mine. Not necessarily my lover okay.

Caleb told me that he accidentally drop his Samsung cell phone in his toilet bowl. Here’s the gross part, the toilet bowl is full of shit. NASTY isn’t it? He also told me that he reached his bare hand into the bowl just to retrieve his phone. GROSS. That sucks big time. Ugh don’t want to elaborate more on this topic. It’s starting to make me puke.

Dale is leaving for college, his going back to America. We, the youth ablaze, are going to miss you a lot. I’m really sorry if I couldn’t send you off at the airport, cause the airport really gives me sad flashbacks of my cousins leaving Singapore. And I hate that.

You may have noticed that the last post i blogged in here was March 18 2007,
and look! It's June 18 2007 TODAY!

Should i start blogging again?
Ans: well since I'm already here, i might as well give a post.

Its 2.17am, i can't put myself down to sleep. Hence, i decided to waste my time on this blog till i feel really sleepy.

We celebrated father's day yesterday. The church service was unbelievably wonderful as usual. There was a children presentation for the fathers after the sermons was done. The children were Adorable. Especially to those really young 3 years old or 4 years old kiddos. They were performing on a song by josh groban called " you raised me up ". they were all divided to different sections. one sections was full of babies, the next section was full of bigger babies, another section was full of tambourine dancer kidos, and the back of the stage was full of juniors, which are going to be in the youth ministry next coming year.

After all of the performance, my family and i went to The Manhattan Restaurant for our Father's day Lunch. Which is in Plaza Singapura,5th floor. We ordered a 2 set of mix fish platter which is enough for 4 people, crispy shrimp, clam chowder and last but not least we ordered vege salad. The fish platter is huge. we didn't get to finish up all of our food cause there were too much stuff on the platter. hahas! and we were to FULL! hahhaas! yeah.

gosh i think i lost my sense of style in blogging. anyway don't worry .
i'll come up with something that will entertain you people okay!

bye for now..