It's been such a long time since i last blogged here. I'm going to try to make it a habit to blog daily again.

Life has been pretty rough for me lately, I've been drinking and smoking just to help me forget my problems. i know it's just a temporary solution. However, at least it does help me forget it for a day.

hopefully the following weeks will be a better one for me. so guys pray for me alright.

2 weeks ago, My aunt visited me with his so-called boyfriend. I don't really know whether they are really serious about their relationship. Maybe they are, but i reckon they will last long.

My aunt's boyfriend bought 1 case full of beer. all of us drank and enjoy our time sharing stuff and etc.

Than while my aunt and i were in my room playing with my dog, chatting about life and stuff. His so-called boyfriend who is crazy-drunk barge in my room and kicked my aunt right at her face. I was like WTF?! i immediately went right in front of my aunt where all the punches and kicks landed on me.

My Grandmother woke up and tried to calm things down between the both of them but to her attempt nothing happened . There was a lot of shouting going on. so my grandfather who is also drunk woke up, and went down the staircase, took his Samurai sword and told us that he want to kill this guy! my grandmother was like panicking. More shouting took place. vulgarities was all over the place. drama was there. action was there. than my aunt decided to take all her stuff and told me mark let's go come with me. i went up took whatever bag that was right in front of me, took random clothes from the closet, took my keys and charger and than the both of us left the house. i called my other aunt who lives near us to fetch us quick.

While we were a couple of blocks away from our place. that shit guy ran towards us and punch my back. I didn't fought back or anything because i don't want to be in that mess that they brought in my place. than he went near my aunt slapped her, i ran towards him and pushed him away from my aunt. and than he straggled my neck. to the point where i feel like vomiting all the stuff i ate during dinner. i couldn't breathe also, i was choking real bad..he's a really big fat ugly guy. his hands are really huge. That's the part where i got pissed off. i pushed him away and thank God my other aunt arrived right on time, my aunt went in the car, and before she could close the door he slapped her again right at her face. And than i quickly closed the door and went in thru the other door. My other aunt was like WTF IS HAPPENING HERE?! so my aunt explained her what exactly happened.

My other aunt dropped us off at the highway, we took a jeep to baclaran, and than took a cab to their place and my aunt took All her belongings where the both of them are staying. than we took a bus and went straight to tarlac where she lives. we were always keeping a look out wherever we go. we were afraid he might be catching up on us. my aunt cried like hell when we were in the bus. i felt so sorry for her. but there's nothing i can do about it. We just have to move forward in life.

This is another stuff what beer might lead us....lead us to danger. HAHAHA! so drink wisely guys! you might regret what you did to your friends or family members or whoever you are drinking with. you might also die if you drink and drive at the same time haha! oh well. peace

My cousin went over to my place from tarlac. Since my birthday landed on the wednesday, he wasn't able to make it because he's in school. so he decided to drop by during the weekend, when we arrived back home, he went in and put all his stuff in my room. we went out and bought 8 liters of beer, we also invited my neighbor elly to join us. After a couple of hours past, all of us were really really drunk! i asked the girl to go home since it was already late. than my cousin and i continued on drinking even though we were in that shitty state already. Than a fight happened between the both of us. SHIT! it messed the hell out of my room! we were throwing everything right infront of us. the books, the clothes in the closet the branded perfumes ( thank god it didn't break ) the bags , the electric fan, the vaccuum cleaner. shit ! the room is in deep shitty mess! as you can see in the picture! crap! this is one hella birthday i'm might never forget even if i want to!

Eto ako nasa kama ko nag eemote. Kala ko kaya ko mag move on. Pero ang
hirap pala. when i said gusto ko mag move on kala ko agad agad toh mag
yayari ,yun pala hindi. Bagal pala! Shet!

Tae naman sakit sa ulo toh. Gusto ko na matulog pero eto hangan ngayon
isip isip ako di ako makapali.

Madali lang naman mag move on kung kilala mo yun tao for a month or so
eh. Pero ang tagal ko na toh kilala. Parang forever na.

Isipin ko nalang patay na sya.

Wait palpak yun. Eh di kung ganun eh di iniisip ko naman kawawa naman
sya kasi namatay na sya. Tapos sya na naging kawawa at di na ako!!
Hahaha. Ahhh nakakabaliw.

Bukas kaya ma iisip ko pa kaya sya??sana hindi! Kung ganun e untog ko
yun ulo ko sa padir hahaha. Ay ako naman yun namatay ! Haha wag nalang.

Kawawa naman yun mga friends ko na hindi marunong nang tagalog. Di
nila ma basa yun blog ko haha. Oh well next time nalang sila
edradramahan ko ng english haha. Ganun? Haha!

Currently listening claud de lune. Tama kaya spelling ko dun?? Di ko
alam bahala na!

Ah!! 1.10am na. Few more hours ma gigising na me?!

Dba kung finorgive mo na ang isang tao dba kakalimutin mo na yun
ginawa sau ng tao. Dba dapat ganun. Eh bakit pag nagalit ulit sila,
binabangit nila ulit yun mga kasalanan mo ginawa sa past? Dba dapat
wla na yun. Pinapatong patong nila yun mga problema kaya lalo lumalaki
eh!! Kakabwisit!

Ano kaya gagawin ko bukas??? Kumain? Mag diet kaya ako? Ngek haha di
naman ako mataba? Wla lang para tipid sa pera dba? Hahaha! Korek naman
ako dun?! Maliligo kaya ako? Ngek! Tinatanong pa ba yun?! Hahahhaa!

Alam nyo last week super super saya ko. I was over the sun! Ngek i
mean moon! Tapos yun pala may kapalit sya na bad news! Tae naman . Eh
di sana balance na binigay sakin na happiness para di sobra dami din
ang sadness ko ngayon.!

Animal daw ako! Gago daw ako! Tanga daw ako! Ungas daw ako! Bobo daw
ako!

Ano pa ba masasabi mo sakin. Alam ko naman sasarili ko na hindi totoo
yun. Pero bakit affected pa ako sa sinasabi nya?

After isang problem dumating , isa nanaman dumating ulit. Tuloy tuloy
mga problema ko ah! Ano na gagawin ko?!!

Di matulog!!! Hahaha!

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I just want to say, you grow up too fast, you think you can handle
everything that will come in your way, you think you're old because
you already had sex with someone.

So if you're trying to prove to me that you're an adult. Don't come
running to me everytime you have a problem or if you need anything.
Face it yourself like an adult.

Hopefully we'll see each other again. To me youbare now dead in my
heart and soul.

Rest in peace

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i was having such a wonderful day today, until i heard from someone that one of my friend/s have been gossiping some bullshit stuff about me.

which got me really pissed of course. who wouldn't right? not to forget the fact that he is my friend.

However, this friend of mine, told me that the person who told him wasn't the mastermind. This means that a lot of people already knew about this bullshit rumor about me and has been going around like burning hot pancakes. And they are guessing that the mastermind would/could most likely be one of my closest friend. sucks to hear that. sucks big time. heart breaking.

when am i going to find friends that is going to treat me well or care for me like i do for them.


I don't really know what i am suppose to do about this.

Well here i am in imus macdonald studying cause its too hot too study
at home.

So my hands and brain are preety tired so i'm giving then a rest right
now.

I had a blast last week. My cousin nikko and ronniel visited me here
in cavite. I thought there would be an akward moment of silence for
all of us cause its been more than 6 months since we last saw each
other. And before i left their place last time, nikko and me kinda
fought. But hey i guess we put that aside and started fresh again when
we met each other again.

They arrived on thursday night. Nikko and i went to ministop to chill.
Waited for the rain so we could go home.

Friday i went to school. Arrived back early. They told me that they
didn't manage to on the computer cause they need my fingerprint
hahhahaha. Oh well to bad for them. So at night me and nikko went out
to ministop bought hard liquor and coke and mountain dew. But before
me and nikko went back home we bought 2 red horse and drank it before
we go home.

Saturday.It was also gladys early birthday so we celebrated it with
her friends. We were suppose to go to MOA, however there was a change
of plan when we all met up in 7 eleven. So we went to ayala town
centre to watch hannah monana the movie which is what the birthday
girl has chossen since she paid all our ticket.

Than the ticket was conpletely sold out. So went to festival mall. And
watched it there.

The following day we celebrated gladys birthday at my place. Drank a
lot of beer and hard beer with the titos and titas and of course my
cousin too. Rented a videoke machine with million of songs inside. I
think i sang 4 times and than went back to my room where all my cousin
are hanging out. Than drank till 2 am. Gladys has to go home na so we
ask her dad to drop us off near the entrance of our subdivision. And
than nikko and i went to ministop kinda like 7 eleven, ate supper
there. And went back around 5 am.

I'll continue next time alright

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Just walking my dog around the sub division. Finally he knows that
pooping and urinating is a no no inside the house. Once in a while
when his excited or scared he'll pee accidentally inside the house.
But he'll not poop inside. so thats a good thing.

Well he is still a baby puppy. Just 2 months old

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So here i am in the library lazing around. I'm Taking a short nap
later on the study table. Next class starts at 1pm

It's only 11.49am

My next Class is a 3Hr class. Gosh i'm going to be so exhausted.

My puppy is still very quiet. Haven't heard him bark yet. He's pretty
lazy, when i'll leash him to have a walk. He'll just lie down or sit
down and scratch his head. I wonder when will he be very active.

Pretty sad here in philippines. But nevermind i'll aza aza fighting!!

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I got myself a puppy yesterday. It's so adorable and he is such a
cutie. I'll post a picture of him when i'm free. I don't know what's
his breed though. Oh by the way, his name is "honour". Pronouced with
a silent h.

Anyway, i feel really tired this week. There's just too many things to
do in school. And having a 6 days school per week makes me really
really tired even more.

Mon to sat. Gosh 1 day of rest is really not enough for me.

The transportation here is driving me nuts. The burning hot sun and
the air pollution is making things worst.

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Intensive English h/w

5,7,25

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Ok this is really strange.

I just finished my math exam. The problem is that ,there's more theory
stuff than pratical stuff in it.

So the day before my exam, i studied like crazy and now all the math
practices i did was gone to waste.

In singapore math exams consist of a lot of math problems for to you
solve

However, here in phils, you actually have to memorize what type of
math problems you are solving. Isit distributive? Commutative? Etc...

Strange strange

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hay nako blog blog,
lungkot lungkot ako ngayon. pero ganun talagah ang buhay ko. wawa naman me.

hey liana if you passed by here i just wanna tell you. hello haha! kamusta ka na bestie. tagal na tau di nag uusapan.. haha sobrang busy tau noh.

at yun mga ibang ibang tao jan. kamusta kau.

eto ngayon mag isa sa bahay. kapit bahay ko ang ingay. nag iinuman sila.

sa sobrang tamad ko mag luto, ayun pumunta nalang ako sa house nang cousin ko para dun nalang me kumain nang dinner ko. i'm so lazy to cook talagah. i either put my food in the oven tapos ayun lang. when it comes to cooking na talagah. using frying pan and etc. lazy na ako! haha! dami preprepare pa kasi eh. dami checheboreche. haha!

ay na patawa ko sarili ko dun ah! kahit mego nag eemote ako ngayon. galing ko naman. claps claps.

ala na babaliw na ako dito. kausap ko sarili ko. hahaha!

na sira nang lil cousin ko yun volleyball ko ngayon. ay nako. na over pump nya. kaya BOOM!! pumutok! hahaha!

tinangal ko na yun mga link nang blog ko sa mga sites ko today. gusto ko mejo. discreet muna life ko. ayaw ko madami chismis or drama tungkol sakin kahit saan saan. haha! sympre ako pa! famous kaya ako. ! haha ganun? haha?

hey debolicious. hows life jan naman! holiday mo na pala! ok ah! relax mo muna mga holy fingers/hands mo. para the upcoming essay marathon. when school start. para ready dba? at enjoy ka to the maximous! hahha! ngek ano ba toh. iniiba ko na mga spelllings nang tagalog at english. baka nag create na ako nang sarili ko dictionary ah! tawag dun. markish. gets? eng-lish. mark-ish. haha! ala baliw na ako! i think i need peramedics. ngek mukang mali. para sa mga sakit yun! haha! dapat sakin mental hospital!

alam mo gusto ko pokpokin ko ulo ko sa ding ding. para ma kalimutan ko lahat nang mga nang yari sa past ko. gusto ko maka amnesia.

" ganun mark? gusto mo talagah?"

oo naman. why not, bagong beginning kaya yun.

feeling ko gusto ko ma dulus sa staircase ko sa bahay at ma untog yun ulo ko! hahha!

ala na babaliw na ako!

wag kayo matakot. when the time is right. mag yayari din yun? NGEK! hahaha! jowk lang. pinapatawa ko lang sarili ko. ! bakit di kayo tumawa? paki nyo? bwisit! hahha!

mga non flipino dito. heh! bahala kayo sa buhay nyo. translate nyo nalang toh sa google. kung ma tratranslate talagah toh. kasi . bulok bulok mga spelling ko dito. kakahiya hahhaa! hai nako. kailangan ko huminga!

parang na kalimuntan ko na mag breath. hahaha! hoi wag naman mark. baka ma out of breath ka. baka an jan lang yun princess mo mag cpr sayo. .." baliw! " ... naka lock kaya pinto ko dito sa bahay. pano kaya makakapasok ang tao! hahhaaha! o nga noh! tama ka jan! sorry po.

na iihi ako. wait lang. time out muna. toilet break muna ako. ...... tick tock muna.

ok i'm back guys! from outer space!

ows. layo mo naman umiihi! an dun ba toilet mo.? kailangan pa mag space ship. aba. ang bilis naman kaw bumalik. ano kaya spaceship gamit mo.

bobo! wla na spaceship ngayon! nag teleport nalang ako! high-tech na kaya ngayon dba mga fans?

FANS? meron kang fans? ano fans? electric fan?

haha! bakit fans pa din naman yun ah?

ay oo nga pala. you're right ulit! haha!

sympre naman tama ako!

wise kaya ako! haha

sige na sige na

next time nalang ulit tong usapan natin haha!

sige mga fans or electric fans. haiz sana air-con naalng. para lumamig dito. haha! anyway. yea bye bye. alis na ako!

san ka aalis?

tanga . eh di dito.

san mo gusto umalis.? sa bahay ko?
haiz nako nako. mag isip isip ka nga

ay o nga pala! haha!